La Vita e Bella Most cant seem too figure me out . im extremely difficult to deal with , half the time i dont even know what i want but i shut myself and others up and push other people away without a clear state of mind cause it seems like the easiest thing to do . those who take the time to figure me out and know me better than i know myself are the ones who are worth it to the fullest . im scared of being alone but i dont let people stand by me , sometimes i force you to leave but i want you to stay anyway . i talk the complete opposite of what im feeling and hold up walls from the world because i dont think they couldnt handle how i am . _Dalia